May 12th, Let us remenber the Day!

During the earthquake, the pusture of the teacher was found showing she was trying to protect her students at the last moment, but they are all gone...

He lost his wife in the disaster, He is carrying his wife to the mortuary and at the last moment, he was trying to keep his wife's dignity.

How can you describe the tragic stuation?

This boy named Lang Zhen, When he was saved, he did obeisance to the rescuer!

The serviver's grief were seen on both children and adults.

So many people are working hard for a life!

For life, we never give up!

We are still alive just because this life boat ...

Little baby, when you grown up, please remeber today!

Too tired ... So many hours no stopping

Tiring ...

We are all exhausted...

Grandma, Please do not say "Thank you", We are one family.

The down at the heel dressing touching us even more ...

My dear children, I wish in heaven, there were no earthquake, there only were happiness.

God! Next life, Let us exchange position!

My husband is here, please help him!!

Please keep up, we are trying to help you!

Why tears in my eyes? People in the nation knew how to help each other!

You said you would never leave me. Why you left me like this?...

My poor child, this world own you ...

This corner used to have a life ...

Baby girl, please don't cry...

That hand showed the desire to live ...

Got a life back from the the King of Terrors.

Here , used to be a cheerful city!

In a elemantry school, he hold his son's body, cry his heart out ...

She lost her son, also lost her grandson!

Siting on the "house" he worked all of his life: "Where are my three family members?"

Found the body, all the hope ended. Who can bear it?

My dear Premier Wen, please don't cry!

Why are the kids?

These three walked over 30 kelometers and finally out off the big mountain, They cannot help, but cry ...

Can you see the helpless from these children's eyes?

The backpacks are still here, but the children who own them are not here anymore ...

This 11 years old boy carried his sister run over 10 hours and finnally run out of the death ...

Can you see the disapeared life here?

Help! We can help! The whole nation are helping!

Don't cry, Child! We will work together and re-build ours home?

The man named Chen Jian:' I am in the earthquake. I am very lucky. I am still alive. I am under three concrete blocks and for three days and nights, I did not have anything to eat and drink. I am lucky I am still alive. I would never give up. I love my family. I will do my best for them. I hope everyone keep up and do not give up! We will be fine!" But after he was saved, he was gone anyway ...

Are they still alive?...

We thought he just pass through...

My child! please wake up and look on us again! We are your parents?

She was a elemantry school teacher. While the earthquake came, she saved many children and lost her own chance to live... Her beautiful life stopped at that day. She was only 20 years old!

If he were alive, he certainly would be a very good student!

Please Pray for the Chinese! Pray for the people in WenChuan Earthquake,,,

From May 12th 2008 to now, I could not make myself feel peaceful in mind; I could not sleep well; I just could not do it.

I worry all the time. I am worrying about the people in China, in Sichuan, WenChuan Earthquake.

I am touched by all the stories at the WenChuan Earthquake:

A mother's body was found with a strange position, her knees and two hands down on the floor, Her body made a little house to protect her 4 month infant. She died but the infant under her protection was peacefully sleeping. On the cell phone message in the baby’s blanket it reads: "Baby, if you are still alive, please remember that your mom loves you!"

This is the baby saved by the mother's life! Her peaceful sleeping face soothed people in the battle!


And it is the last moment of life, the mother used her body saved her baby's life from the Earthquake!


A police woman, a new mother, sent her own 6 months old baby to her parents to take care and she stayed with the WenChuan Earthquake survivors. She is nursing the survived infants who lost their mom in the Earthquake…

A young nurse who was pregnant for 2 months. When the WenChuan Earthquake happened, she was on duty and started to carry patients out to safe area. She carried three of them and then she felt severe pain of her abdominal area. She lost her baby! The hospital sent her back home to rest, one day later, she appears in the hospital again! She said, "at least I can help to do something that is not too heavy."
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So many of touching stories, so many tears. We have to do something for them! Here is the place you can donate money to help the people in WenChuan Earthquake to get food, water, tent, cloth, medicine and …

They accept personal checks. Any amount helps!

Thank you very much for your help! Chinese people thank you !!!

You can write your check as:

Pay to the order of:
Chinese Consulate General in San Francisco
For:
Donation for Chinese WenChuan Earthquake

Their Contact phone number: （415）674-2916
Their Mailing address:：
Office of Overseas Chinese Affairs, 1450 Laguna Street,
San Francisco, CA 94115。

Please leave your name and contact information (address or phone number) so they can give you feedbacks.

They will forward your donation to the China Earthquake area.

Thanks to all!!

A new hat for the baby girl

I found out the hat I make for the little girl is not practical for her, so I hurry up and made another one to match the little dress because she is going home tomorrow. Here it is. I wish she like it.

She looks happier in this hat.
A little close look of this hat. Do you think it will match the little dress on my last post?

PS. This hat is not my design. I learned from another baby girl in NICU. She was transferred from other hospital and got two beautiful hat from there. I analysed them and figured out how to do it. But the two different color yard putting together is my idea.

Knitting with love

I designed a little dress and and a hat to a baby girl I am taking care of. They are cute. Here are the pictures.

Together, they look good!


My little model is doing her job!

A closer look of the dress.

What do you think?

Is she pretty?

The thing I valued most in my life -- a foward message

A young man learns what's most important in life from the guy next door.
It had been some time since Jack had seen the old man. College, girls, career, and life itself got in the way. In fact, Jack moved clear across the country in pursuit of his dreams. There, in the rush of his busy life, Jack had little time to think about the past and often no time to spend with his wife and son. He was working on his future, and nothing could stop him.

Over the phone, his mother told him, 'Mr. Belser died last night. The funeral is Wednesday.' Memories flashed through his mind like an old newsreel as he sat quietly remembering his childhood days.

'Jack, did you hear me?'

'Oh, sorry, Mom. Yes, I heard you. It's been so long since I thought of him. I'm sorry, but I honestly thought he died years ago,' Jack said.
'Well, he didn't forget you. Every time I saw him he'd ask how you were doing. He'd reminisce about the many days you spent over 'his side of the fence' as he put it,' Mom told him.

'I loved that old house he lived in,' Jack said.

'You know, Jack, after your father died, Mr. Belser stepped in to make sure you had a man's influence in your life,' she said.

'He's the one who taught me carpentry,' he said. 'I wouldn't be in this business if it weren't for him. He spent a lot of time teaching me things he thought were important...Mom, I'll be there for the funeral,' Jack said.
As busy as he was, he kept his word. Jack caught the next flight to his hometown. Mr. Belser's funeral was small and uneventful. He had no children of his own, and most of his relatives had passed away.

The night before he had to return home, Jack and his Mom stopped by to see the old house next door one more time.

Standing in the doorway, Jack paused for a moment. It was like crossing over into another dimension, a leap through space and time. The house was exactly as he remembered. Every step held memories. Every picture, every piece of furniture....Jack stopped suddenly.

'What's wrong, Jack?' his Mom asked.

'The box is gone,' he said

'What box?' Mom asked.

'There was a small gold box that he kept locked on top of his desk. I must have asked him a thousand times what was inside. All he'd ever tell me was 'the thing I value most,' Jack said.

It was gone. Everything about the house was exactly how Jack remembered it, except for the box. He figured someone from the Belser family had taken it.

'Now I'll never know what was so valuable to him,' Jack said. 'I better get some sleep. I have an early flight home, Mom.'

It had been about two weeks since Mr. Belser died. Returning home from work one day Jack discovered a note in his mailbox. 'Signature required on a package. No one at home. Please stop by the main post office within the next three days,' the note read.

Early the next day Jack retrieved the package. The small box was old and looked like it had been mailed a hundred years ago. The handwriting was difficult to read, but the return address caught his attention. 'Mr. Harold Belser' it read.

Jack took the box out to his car and ripped open the package. There inside was the gold box and an envelope.

Jack's hands shook as he read the note inside. 'Upon my death, please forward this box and its contents to Jack Bennett. It's the thing I valued most in my life.' A small key was taped to the letter. His heart racing, as tears filling his eyes, Jack carefully unlocked the box. There inside he found a beautiful gold pocket watch.

Running his fingers slowly over the finely etched casing, he unlatched the cover.

Inside he found these words engraved:

'Jack, Thanks for your time! -Harold Belser.'

'The thing he valued most was...my time'

Jack held the watch for a few minutes, then called his office and cleared his appointments for the next two days.

'Why?' Janet, his assistant asked.

'I need some time to spend with my son,' he said.

'Oh, by the way, Janet, thanks for your time!'

'Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take but by the moments that take our breath away,'

Think about this. You may not realize it, but it's 100% true.

1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.

2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.

3. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.

4. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.

5. You mean the world to someone.

6. If not for you, someone may not be living.

7. You are special and unique.

8. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you trust God to do what's best, and wait on His time, sooner or later, you will get it or something better.

9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good can still come from it.

10. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world.

11. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you.

12. A lways remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.

13 . Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know and you'll both be happy .

14. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great.

Let the Games Go On by Joan Chen(ZT)

Let the Games Go On

By Joan Chen

From http://www.washingtonpost.com/wp-dyn/content/article/2008/04/08/AR2008040802907.html

Wednesday, April 9, 2008; Page A19

I was born in Shanghai in 1961 and grew up during the Cultural Revolution. During my childhood, I saw my family lose our house. My grandfather, who studied medicine in England, committed suicide after he was wrongly accused of being a counterrevolutionary and a foreign spy.

Those were the worst of times.

Since the Cultural Revolution ended in the late 1970s, however, I have witnessed unimaginable progress in China. Changes that few ever thought possible have occurred in a single generation. A communist government that had no ties to the West has evolved into a more open government eager to join the international community.

A state-controlled economy has morphed into a market economy, greatly raising people's standard of living. It's clear that the majority of the Chinese people enjoy much fuller, more abundant lives today than 30 years ago. Though much remains to be done, the Chinese government has made rapid progress in opening up and trying to be part of the international community.

Last month I went to China and spent four weeks visiting Shanghai, Beijing, Hong Kong and Chengdu. The people I met and spoke with are proud and excited about the Beijing Games. They believe that the Olympics are a wonderful opportunity to showcase modern China to the rest of the world. Like many Americans, most Chinese people are disturbed by the recent events in Tibet. But after watching the scenes of violence and arson by the rioters, the Chinese believe that the government is doing the right thing in cracking down to restore order.

The Olympic torch is in California and is to be carried through San Francisco today. In a resolution criticizing China, Chris Daly, a member of the San Francisco Board of Supervisors, said that demonstrating against the torch relay would "provide the people of San Francisco with a lifetime opportunity to help 1.3 billion Chinese people gain more freedom and rights." To his credit, Mayor Gavin Newsom did not sign Daly's resolution.

This statement could not be further from reality. For one thing, the Chinese are a proud people. They want freedom and greater rights, but they know they must fight for them from within. They know that no one can grant them freedom and rights from afar. The stigma of Western imperialism and the Opium Wars also remains a strong reminder of the past, and Chinese people do not want their domestic policies to be dictated by outside powers. They also do not want the United States to boycott the opening ceremonies of the Games. The U.S. boycott of the 1980 Games in Moscow and the Soviet boycott of the 1984 Olympics in Los Angeles accomplished nothing. A U.S. boycott of the opening ceremonies in Beijing would be counterproductive for relations between the two countries.

For decades, anti-China human rights groups in Washington have spent millions of dollars denouncing China. To many Chinese, it seems that this lobby is the only voice that's acceptable or newsworthy in the U.S. media and to the U.S. government. But times are changing. We need to be open-minded and farsighted. We need to make more friends than enemies. Remember what a little ping-pong game did for Sino-U.S. relations in the 1970s? Let's celebrate the Olympics for what the Games are meant to be -- a bridge for friendship, not a playground for politics.

The writer is an actress and director. She became a U.S. citizen in 1989.