The Class of 1978:
Medicine, Maturity, and a Swapped Watch
I
was only seventeen when I was admitted to Nanyang Medical School, and it was
entirely against my will. Fresh out of high school, I was still deeply in love
with that world and deeply admired my teachers. Naturally, my first choice was
a teachers' college
and becoming one. But my mother, who worked for the
city’s health administration, had a profound reverence for doctors. She
insisted I list medical school as my second or third choice, and I reluctantly
complied. Leveraging her connections, she arranged for a medical school
representative who traveled to the provincial capital to admit students, pulled my file first, and secured my
admission. That was how I unexpectedly found myself on the path to becoming a
doctor.
Because
the historic resumption of the college entrance exam took place in December, 1977 and the class of
1977 was started at
the following September,
1978. To avoid the confusing with the prior
year's class, we, the Class of 1978, started in
the winter of December 1978.
College
life was a jarring departure from everything I knew. Our classroom was a
melting pot of entirely different generations. Out of 45 students, fewer than
ten of us were fresh high school graduates like me. The remaining 35 were
older, seasoned by life; many had been sent down to the countryside for
re-education, while others had already worked as teachers or laborers. The age
gap was massive. One of my classmates was already a father of two, and several
other older boys had left girlfriends behind in the villages; and the youngest
one was only 15 years old at the time.
Most
of the students came from surrounding rural counties, while only a few of us
were locals from the city. The school required everyone to live in the
dormitories during the week. On Sundays, our only day off, those of us with
family nearby would head home to helper with household chores and indulge in a
comforting, homemade meal.
The
medical class was divided into two units. My unit was Class Two, consisting of
46 students, including just nine girls. Class One was an additional unit added
later to accommodate the high volume of qualified applicants, and it had only
six girls. The nine of us in Class Two shared a single room crammed with bunk
beds. I claimed a lower berth, using the upper mattress strictly to store our
extra belongings. My roommates included the two Zhaos—Chunling and Dongju, both
born in 1957, who came from the countryside. Then there was Yanjiang (born in
1958) from another city, followed by Zhourong (1959), Wangyu (1960), Xiaorui
(1960), myself (1961), Wanling (1961), and Hongping (1962).
We
rarely had conflicts, finding joy in simple pleasures. We would walk to the
park, take group photographs, and occasionally watch movies. As sheltered high
school graduates coming out of the shadow of the Cultural Revolution, we
possessed absolutely no knowledge of biology, physiology, or romance. We had to
start entirely from the basics. Worse, time was against us. The faculty didn't
have the luxury of teaching us in detail; they could only provide brief
overviews to teach us how to navigate the textbooks. Consequently, we were
buried under mountains of reading assignments. We read constantly, desperately
memorizing pages upon pages without fully understanding the concepts. We were
forced to compress a standard five-year medical curriculum into just three
grueling years.
Our
routine was relentless. We woke up at 6:00 AM and studied in the classroom
until 10:00 PM. Free time was a luxury we didn't have. Even on weekends, the
classrooms remained packed with students hunched over books.
By
the second term, the school relocated to a new campus. In a desperate bid to
secure cadavers for our anatomy lab, some of the boys in my class actually went
to a local execution site. They brought an unclaimed body back to the school
and placed it in the dissection lab. Looking back now, I seriously question the
legality of it all, and I am still astonished that my classmates possessed the
nerve to do it.
Because
my heart was never in medicine, a quiet depression settled over me during those
college years. I studied hard and tried my best, but my grades hovered strictly
in the middle, sometimes just barely passing. I learned firsthand that when
your passion is entirely absent, everything becomes an agonizing hurdle, and
excellence remains out of reach.
There
are few bright spots in my memories of that time, but I did fall in love with a
classmate—a distraction that undoubtedly contributed to my mediocre grades.
To
understand how it happened, I have to go back to the very beginning. During our
opening ceremony, Wanling and I were chosen as student staff to serve tea to
the principals and faculty. Later, our class advisor, Mr. Fan, appointed me and
two boys as temporary class leaders because I had held a similar role in high
school. I resented the appointment. I was miserable in medical school, younger
than most of my peers, and wanted absolutely nothing to do with class politics.
But I didn't even have the energy to fight it—a numbness that I now realize was
a symptom of my depression. I chose to stay silent and detached. Fortunately,
the two boys were incredibly proactive, handles all the responsibilities so I
never had to bother.
In
those days, owning a wristwatch was a major status symbol. As a reward for
getting into college, my mother had gifted me a beautiful Shanghai-brand watch,
which I wore every day. One evening, during a study break in the classroom, a
male classmate showed me his watch, which featured a sleek, dark dial.
"That's
beautiful," I remarked.
"If
you like it, we can exchange watches for a few days," he offered. Then,
testing me, he asked, "Do you dare to switch?"
"Why
not?" I replied. At seventeen, I was fearless and stubborn. So, right
there in front of the entire class, we swapped watches. To me, it was a
harmless, temporary exchange between classmates.
But
to him, and to the rest of the class, it was a monumental event.
The
older boys, with their more mature and complicated minds, viewed the switch as
an exchange of romantic tokens—a formal confirmation of a relationship. It
caused a massive stir in the boys' dormitory. Every boy in the class knew about
it, while the girls and I remained completely in the dark.
A
few days later, while the girls and I were taking our usual post-dinner walk
outside the campus, we bumped into the main class leader. He pulled me aside
and told me what the boys were saying. I burst into tears on the spot,
overwhelmed by a deep sense of injustice. As an innocent seventeen-year-old,
romance hadn't even crossed my mind, and I had absolutely no desire to be in a
relationship. The moment I got back to the classroom, I threw his watch back to
him and took mine back. That became the school's famous "Watch
Switch" incident.

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